Topic
 The relationship between me and my mother

why I want to worl on this topic  
I'm having a quite complicated relationship with my mother,  and gradually tore us apart.She easily gets mad at me, and during the time I had spent with her, we seldom have a relax conversations like other mother and daughters do.(especially compare the pattern  my sisters and me) I just couldn't suffer more, no matter what happened before or happening now. I love her, but it seems not the way she wants.(or just because i never complete the goals she set for me)And I really want to find a way to make her understand that she is important to me.

Actually, i don;t think my explain is clear enough because it's still hard for me to puzzle words to tell...
Outline 
i'll first try to memorize what events made us became not so close, and what kind of things made our relationship became worse.
i'm reading verity kinds of books that includes the problems between parents and their children.(but i focus on mother and children, also what kind of role fathers are going to play)
i want to know what shaped her personality.(childhood, the way her parents taught her or other reasons)
i want to observe my mother, see how she communicate and stay with my sisters and other people, try to find out why is the way different from me with her.
I want to interview my sisters to see how can they have such a harmony relationship with my mother.
Maybe I'll interview my mother someday.